Seal Of My Fate: Open hse
Friday, January 26, 2007
「 what behind my shadow. 10:53 AM 」

Once again... its Open House in NYP where lots of Sec sch students like me in the past will come and take a look an the poly, the courses, the guys and girls, lecturers, environment, performance by cca groups and other things... This will be the last open house I will see in Nyp le... graduating soon... have mixed feelings... many of my friends wanna grad soon... cause they sian of study le... I also sian haha... this sem super slack... zzZZZ well i will be going in army soon so I will have another 2 year to think of my future... haven really plan out yet... i think somehow must plan a bit so will have target to work hard for....

Short term goals:
  1. Get into a local university (All my relative want me to get in la... coz my father and mother side all no Uni Grad, so they put their hope on me... than I will be the FIRST in the family line to go University again... haha... yay... another forever 1st... LOL)
  2. Build up my confidence (how to do it is strictly P & C... u will have to pay me a premium to know it... LOL)
  3. Complete my NS without dieing.... LOL
  4. Clear my Poly course maintaing my GPA ( think will drop... zzZZZ)
Anyway... here something for you all to know... I am super duper afraid of insects of all sorts... because they look really gross and got the scary sound when they flie... haha... when i am young i even scare ants and butterfly... now looking up to my father as a role model cause he use his hand to take a cockroach and throw it outside the window... although i remembered because he nv kill it... after it was thrown out it flies back... NANI! Well... I may be branded a weakling, sissy and whatever ppl can think of BUT!!! Scare is scare... no choice one... at least i admit... haha... AND!!! I think my 2 yr of army life will have meet facing many very powerful de insect boss... they got all sort of shape, many more hands and legs than me, colours and move like poison sting, yucky liquid, disgusting apperance and scarely soundwave to use... I only got my rifle and hand.... so i think i will die... LOL... they are 5 times bigger than what we see in outside jungle... lol... i think i come out le will be trained to overcome this problem... LOL... God bless me... haha