Seal Of My Fate: Survival of the fittest

Monday, September 01, 2008

I am not fit. But I can say that my life style now is very very healthy. In fact its the most healthy life style I have in my 22 yrs. I got ample exercise and I already quited supper and snacks for a pretty damn long time.

I eat vegi everyday. Have a balance diet, never skip any of the 3 important meals. My weight is acceptable. The only unhealthy thing is that I am still bathing quite late (which might lead to feng shi in the future) and my eyes recently very itchy due to lack of sleep.

BUT I am not fit. I can't pass my IPPT as of now. Thats why I really don't feel like going to some activities suggested. Can I endure the whole hiking trip as suggested by JX? I can if they wait for me and do it slowly BUT I fcuking hate to be a burden to anyone in any outing. (P.S. Don't said you guys don't mind cause its me who mind)

I remembered during one of my cycling trip during sec sch. I was obese and my friends have to slow down and wait for me everytime. I even have to stop for a short rest. The journey to Changi village can be completed much faster without me around. I am really gald that my friend never blame me but I feel bad.

And for the reason why I will not go to beach is because I have belly and need to work out my chest 1st. Once again, my friends of course won't mind but I feeling fcuking uncomfortable.

So its a No No to all those things that I deem that I will be a burden to. If there is a activity my friends want to do, pls go ahead without me if I feel like I will be a burden. Of course I will be sad cause I will miss out the fun of hanging out with them but I will be more sad if I am there.

Anway I am not a sporty guy and will never be a sporty guy. Thats me. Learn to accept it. Thanks.

SN(Sidenote):The post may sound harsh but I just want ppl to take it seriously, no grudge against anyone hor!

P.S.2: I will go to the beach when I have flat chest and flat stomach! No need to have 6 pacs. That will never be on my stomach anyway. LOL.

P.S.3: Oh ya! JX I will play table tennis with you and Tw. But my fave sport is still Badminton. Muahahaha! Hopefully the net come before this weekend.